Time to stay in reclusion...

"When mind stops guiding you and heart stops smiling everyday in  the morning" its time to switch to a life in recluse. Of late things have taken so much toll on my mind that i feel like a lunatic helpless person who is not able to justify his own acts. I say something i do something, i want something i get something... in short i have lost the reins of life. Every act of mine is random and not at all in sink with the situation. Here i don't myself know "what i actually want from my life? What???" Magic is all i want.

I am sure i am not the only one who faces such a situation in life, every one at least once in their lifetime faces such situations. If you have not come across any such situation then i would only say that "you are lucky, touchwood". Such situations are more of like being in midst of a battlefield without arms. But i guess the person who wins the battle even without arms is a REAL hero and i really want to be this real hero in my own eyes. But when and how i do this is a big question??? if i win this battle will surely update my special tips for all those who ever get stuck with such situations in life..