Are things really the same what they appear like? Was the decision taken in impulse really wrong? Things have been really very confusing in the past few months and have made me ponder whether what i see is real or there is something behind this, some reason. I met few people some months back, tagged them as my friends and thought that they would always stand by me, but somehow things did not turn out that way.Among those clubbed as "NICE" friends, one was a special friend. Every moment and minute spent was more like a dream and i cherish it all. But was he really what he portrayed himself to be or i was wrong in judging the person in the first place? I always thought he is a real gem of a person and in fact somewhere deep down in my heart, still feel. But all these feelings lack justification. What i think and what appears in reality is not the same. Is that person really genuine or i am too blind?? Wish somebody, in fact the person himself cleared it all in simple words without creating any euphemisms.
They were wrong, in fact they are wrong in all their approaches, they in a way have betrayed but still why can't i forget it all and shift delete them from my life? Why do i think about them all the time? WHY??? Each person part of my present says you were never their friend but it was simply that they who were your friends. To ensure the same, they even got proof but still why can't i accept this line? Why don't i feel that they are a selfish lot of people and will not even stand for each other in the times of need? Why? I know am being probably too blind.
Every voice around me disturbs my thought process and actually haunts. I have become numb since that day on and have been trying really very hard to recoup. I hate to see myself like this, i hate to see a tear drop in my eyes every night, i hate this dead 'ME'... i HATE it all. My mind questions me each time "Are they really worth these precious drops? " Later self answering this question "No, they are not", pat me down to sleep. God just one request, please help me solve this puzzle ASAP as i can't live with it anymore. These things are making me ruin every damm relation and every dam thing. HELP!
They were wrong, in fact they are wrong in all their approaches, they in a way have betrayed but still why can't i forget it all and shift delete them from my life? Why do i think about them all the time? WHY??? Each person part of my present says you were never their friend but it was simply that they who were your friends. To ensure the same, they even got proof but still why can't i accept this line? Why don't i feel that they are a selfish lot of people and will not even stand for each other in the times of need? Why? I know am being probably too blind.
Every voice around me disturbs my thought process and actually haunts. I have become numb since that day on and have been trying really very hard to recoup. I hate to see myself like this, i hate to see a tear drop in my eyes every night, i hate this dead 'ME'... i HATE it all. My mind questions me each time "Are they really worth these precious drops? " Later self answering this question "No, they are not", pat me down to sleep. God just one request, please help me solve this puzzle ASAP as i can't live with it anymore. These things are making me ruin every damm relation and every dam thing. HELP!
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