A tar road that leads to nowhere

A tar road from here took me there 
confusion persists in every layer
Be it the step, be it the action
mistake is what i think is all
mistake, a BIG mistake


This road seems to lead to no where
leaving me in dismay 
unhappiness i guess is there in every way
the more i look into it, the prominent the problems seem 
So better flow with the time
and not think all the time


But still i wish things take a halt here
leading me to no further end
because returning back will be difficult friend 


What people said was true
Life is  a pot of surprises
combined with a few compromises
living and accepting  it all is what i always believed in
but now why m i forsaken and weak
I guess this road was not meant to be taken


Embracing the cowards lingo
this tar road is making me lose it all
All i had....
Before i become a victim to to it all 
Folks help me to again become solid like the rock
Turn the things right for me
"Right" is the only thing i desire at the moment


M not a coward is what my mind says 
But then what am i?
Lost is my own identity
In this melieu of time
searching in vain m i
the long lost time..
time when i actually
lived, loved and cherished LIFE....
Please somebody help me regain it all....


Wish things take a halt here
leading me to no further end
because returning back will be difficult my friend